“They were flying all over the place, and they were scary. And they’d come down, and they’d suck the soul out of your body, and it hurt.” — Prison Sirius
(Source: starkreactor)
halloween was incredibly amazing(: zombies !
breakfast with juan and his familyy, shopping for costume supplies, hanging out at his house. deciding not to go to haunted house. went to dinner instead, took a nap on him in the car(:<3
so i was just laying here trying to go to sleep but i cant stop thinking. like i really cannot get something off of my mind.and that would be my boyfriend. im seriously sitting here thinking how just… lucky i am in every way. i never thought id get someone i truly cared about. but it just so happened i met juan and everything changed. its only been 4 1/2 months so far but i’m closer to him than i’ve ever been to anyone. i’m so lucky i got a guy that truly cares about me, listens to me, puts up with my bad moods, protects me, gives me security, trusts me, gives me every reason to trust them, lets me cling to him, gives me the attention i want, lets me into his life, lets me help him when i can, will cuddle with me all the time, kiss me soso many times when were together, hold me like he really doesn’t want to let go, play games with me all the time, who will call me beautiful even though i don’t see it, make sure i know i’m the only one he wants, and just wants to spend his life with me as much as i want to with him. my future is with him. i love how close we are and how happy he makes me. i could do anything with him and be totally happy.i love every single little detail about him, from his eyes to his cute smile and amazing body to his beyond incredible personality. i love the fact we can talk for hours just telling each other how much we mean to each other and never run out of things to say, i love how he takes notice to the little thing i do to show him that i care, and all the little things he does to show that he cares. i’m such a difficult person to be in a relationship with, im needy, and clingy, and always crave attention, i get frustrated easily, i worry too much, i over analyze everything to shreds,and my insecurities get the best of me. but he does such an amazing job at dealing with all of that and i am so thankful for that. i’m thankful for every single time thats hes given me the attention i wanted and the clinging i needed. i’m thankful for every time i’ve been upset hes tried his hardest to calm me down and make me feel better and to smile. i’m thankful for every time my self esteem couldn’t get any lower hes brought it back up to where nobody ever has before. i’m just thankful for every little and big thing he does for me, and if i were to name off all the things he does the list would go on until my fingers couldn’t type a word more.i always want to show him i truly love him with every fiber of my being. my heart beats for him and my soul is connected to him. he is my everything.
iloveyou<3
Has fights. Has trust. Has faith. Has tears. Has hurt. Has sweet smiles. Has genuine laughter. Has snorts because of the laughter. Has weird, stupid, unessecary arguments. Has patience. Has communication. Has jealousy. And most importantly, love. This is all just a mess that turns out beautiful & an experience that can never be forgotten.
this is cute<3
reminds me of us
